so....i havent writen one of these in forever ago. Right now im really cold, the wind is blowing like crazy, and its pitch-black outside at 5:30 at night. its only novemeber. my summer wasnt anything i wanted, and my school year so far isnt what i wanted either. i want things to change and finaly go my way but thats not gonna happen cause that would be too easy. hmm.... whats new with me? i got my hair done yesterday, and im not the same person i was last year. i have changed alot. good and for bad, it depends on how you look at it i guess.... i know this is very choppy and crazy, i just dont know where to even start. a lot is in my mind and i dont know how to say it. well for now... im just gonna keep on going...write later <3 Sam